Well, never thought it would come to this.
You don't have to read this if you just wanna get to the point, so i'l put that on it's own at the end.
I try not to show this on Deviantart, but I haven't really been feeling all that good for a year now, my candle just lost it's spark. Same repeating pattern everyday, getting bored of life, loosing connection with family, and recently...friends too. Dont get me wrong on what i'm about to say, you guys have been one of the 2 things that keep me from going insane all this time, everyday when i get home from school, I get so happy to see comments from you guys
. Makes my life feel worthwhile. But i'd like to take a break form this, and see if i still like modeling, see what i want to do, not what I need to do. But i'l be back (most likely on halloween), i just need t get all this stress out of me, and see where my life is going. I don't want it to keep going downhill, i'd like to enjoy it for once in almost 2 years. So be not so right back guys, I'l miss you all
When i come back, (probably on halloween), i'd like to try some new things, like when i used to watch blender tutorials XD, so expect some new things thenreevesguy
il still be working on your commission don't worry